tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50850846483195865752012-02-16T04:50:55.987-08:00dopecrazedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07903095317097719287noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5085084648319586575.post-16368672106942875832010-12-09T07:14:00.000-08:002010-12-09T07:14:54.278-08:00i might just have.i&nbsp;believe&nbsp;it is not a coincidence. i finally have another crush after almost 3 years of apathy and wallowing in self pity. but is that all it is? a crush .... will it have the same depressing conclusion as my previous "one sided love"? &nbsp;do i have it within me to say those three words once again ... more importantly, do i have it within me to stay strong if those words are not echoed back?<br />these are all questions for which i do not have solid answers, i would like to think positively but&nbsp;the odds are heavily against my pitiful attempts, the differences are too great, the obstacles appear immovable.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5085084648319586575-1636867210694287583?l=judgementalbullshit.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dopecrazedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07903095317097719287noreply@blogger.com0