Thursday, December 9, 2010

have i finally moved on?

i might just have.i believe it is not a coincidence. i finally have another crush after almost 3 years of apathy and wallowing in self pity. but is that all it is? a crush .... will it have the same depressing conclusion as my previous "one sided love"?  do i have it within me to say those three words once again ... more importantly, do i have it within me to stay strong if those words are not echoed back?
these are all questions for which i do not have solid answers, i would like to think positively but the odds are heavily against my pitiful attempts, the differences are too great, the obstacles appear immovable.